Day 1

I know it's only day one, but so far he's done everything right. And once I got him to FINALLY admit to it, it was like a flood gate opening. There were a lot of tears - more on his part than mine, I just went completely numb. I still expect to wake up from this horrible nightmare.  He willingly made an appointment to see the therapist tomorrow. He said he'll give up drinking and meet any other demands that I make of him. I called my doctor this morning and increased my Zoloft dose.  Because this has gone on for 6 months and it's become pretty public within my Mommy group, there's a good chance that I lost some friends along the way. 

I've never felt so alone.