I have a lot of work to do. I was pretty much born into the codependent role. It will be a tedious task to tease out which traits are my codependency and which are not. It's like the time that I found out my knees were double jointed. The ortho doc wondered if my continuously locking my knees back was causing my hip pain during my pregnancy and following the delivery of my first child. He suggested that I make a conscious effort to keep my knees forward. The thing was that I had no idea that I was locking my knees back. That is what was natural for me and how was I to know that it was abnormal? Those were the only knees that I've ever experienced!!
Well at any rate, I'm ready to start on a new path. Between the book and my counselor, I think I have some good tour guides. One thing that my counselor emphasizes for me is that I need to story trying to solve everyone else's problems. She says that I will feel a lot lighter once I'm not carrying everyone else's burdens. As a step in that direction, she suggests that I regularly review the serenity prayer:
God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change,
The courage to change the things I can,
And wisdom to know the difference.
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