Flight.

I have read advice from people much further along in their healing suggesting that you give it a year before you make any life-changing decisions after an affair.  I have made a commitment to The Mister to hold up my end on repairing our marriage.  But, every so often, I go down the path of mental self-abuse and my internal fight or flight instinct kicks in.  Suddenly, I have the urge to flee.  These periods are generally brief and then I am back to where I started.  I am just having difficulty discerning if this is my brain processing the utter lack of respect that has been shown to me...or if it's my mind telling me that I should actually flee.  I hope I get to the point where I know the correct answer.